what is love but pain and flaw? that of such makes us feel deep acheing slow death of the soul should we attempt to feel it. one such as humans cannot feel love; they can however feel lust, hate, and affection. to attempt to fall in love is the worst thing one can do when theres no one there to stop the fall. it hurts deep down to feel such ache when one does not requite love you feel ever more. love is like a parisite, feeling off you for the rest of your lives. masochists are the only ones to truely feel with fullness that love is, with out a doubt, excrucitatingly haughnting to the soul. to give and give, but never recieve….
today during journalism somebody said that boys couldnt be pretty so i googled a picture of jensen ackles and they actually wrote out an apology
As they should have, Jensen’s awesome…
(Source: yahoo-official, via taterstix1027)
I think I see it,
The reason why I’m fading
It all leads too,
The fact that I can’t let it go
It’s almost like torture,
To find I never belonged in this place
Trying to find a way out,
Don’t need a war on my hands tonight,
Time is lost,
It’s like a test…
I need to find a way,
Out of this torturous fear,
Of finding that I’m wrong…
So many mistakes tonight,
Just waiting for it to go wrong…
Looking to follow 15-20 more blogs! If you are a vintage (any kind really) blog, please reblog this. Mbf me, please. I’ll check out your blogs later tonight!
Ok, but why?
I am the girl … that doesn’t go to school dances, and when I do go, I sit in a corner and read a book. I am the girl that people look through when I say something. I am the girl that spends most of her free time reading, writing, or doing other activities that most teenagers wouldn’t call normal. I am the girl that people call weird, and a freak either behind my back or to my face. I am the girl that doesn’t spend all her time on My Space, or talking to a girlfriend on a cellphone or a regular phone. I am the girl that hasn’t been asked out in a year. I am the girl that has stopped to smell the flowers and jump and splash in the rain.
But I am also the girl who knows and is proud to be who she is, doesn’t care if people call her weird, who loves reading and writing and doing the things that no one seems to have the time to do any more, who loves and is obsessed with Harry Potter, who can express herself better with words, and knows the importance of the little things.
Draw a piece of made up clothing… I love it but I don’t know how to sew!!!
After waiting for so long….I get to graduate!!!!! One semester and five weeks left! Any one got good ideas for college around Texas, New Mexico, and California? Kind of searching at the moment.
Haha, lumos Maximus